It's sad to leave, I will say that--after caring for him forty hours a week for the last five months, I've grown quite attached. However, Alex was SUCH a good kid, and I'm worried if I go back into nannying I won't be quite as lucky. And having witnessed some of Alex's playmates' tantrums, I'm not sure if I could deal with that on a daily basis (as someone caring for a child--if I was their parent, I'd be employing some extra disciplinary action!)
So once again I face the question: what do I want to do?
So once again I face the question: what do I want to do?
This question has become quite easy to answer in theory. I can't remember if I've written about it before, but I recently learned you can make enough to live on if you get popular on YouTube and make enough videos. I've been watching a couple who do their own "reality TV show" by basically just filming as they go about their daily lives and uploading 20 minutes of it every day. Neither of them have a different job, and they're doing quite well for themselves.
I think I would find that incredibly enjoyable. I'm not saying it's easy--far from it, considering I haven't bothered to upload anything to CBBC since August. You'd have to remember to film, constantly have your camera on you, if you filmed tons you'd have to edit it down, and you'd have to make it interesting enough that people would actually want to watch you. Not to mention at the start, waiting for/trying to get subscribers (the people I'm talking about have over 60,000).
It would be a long haul, a daily commitment, subject to stop making you money at any time--yet the thought that I'd have the freedom to govern my own days is highly appealing. As it would be to anyone, I'm sure. But I feel like if I had the money for such things, I could go more places, do more things, if I didn't have work hanging over my head. I mean, just thinking about doing this Europe trip and heading off somewhere for a month--wouldn't it be cool if my "job" was just travel vlogging or something?
Or blogging--blogging would work too. I've seen loads of advertisements looking for bloggers. It's just been about topics I'm not all that interested in. I shouldn't be so choosy, I know.
But the other problem is, how to be interesting and appeal to people? I guess I sort of look at my life and think, "Well, guess I could call THIS video People Who Hate Laundry A Lot." Or: "Browsing Facebook for the Umpteenth Time, But My Friends Are All Sleeping At 4am."
I figure I have a few things to work with: travel, books, and being in a long distance relationship that worked. Those sound like interesting topics, right?
My resolution is this: every week day that I am not otherwise employed, I will:
a) Send off at least three job applications.
b) Write a blog post / make a video about SOMETHING. Such as:
- Book review.
- Travel (visas, travel sites, locations, restaurants, etc.)
- Pinterest experiements--offering a plethora of topics.
- Daily life post.
Hopefully by doing this I will at the very least get into the habit of taking the time to put up something. And while I doubt it will lead to riches, at least I'll be productively engaged. I was pathetic between graduation and employment. Granted, for a month of that I had a cold so horrible it made getting out of bed difficult... but even so!
I have to stick to this, friends. Maybe I'll call January JanBlogMo... that might keep me on track. ;)
I think I would find that incredibly enjoyable. I'm not saying it's easy--far from it, considering I haven't bothered to upload anything to CBBC since August. You'd have to remember to film, constantly have your camera on you, if you filmed tons you'd have to edit it down, and you'd have to make it interesting enough that people would actually want to watch you. Not to mention at the start, waiting for/trying to get subscribers (the people I'm talking about have over 60,000).
It would be a long haul, a daily commitment, subject to stop making you money at any time--yet the thought that I'd have the freedom to govern my own days is highly appealing. As it would be to anyone, I'm sure. But I feel like if I had the money for such things, I could go more places, do more things, if I didn't have work hanging over my head. I mean, just thinking about doing this Europe trip and heading off somewhere for a month--wouldn't it be cool if my "job" was just travel vlogging or something?
Or blogging--blogging would work too. I've seen loads of advertisements looking for bloggers. It's just been about topics I'm not all that interested in. I shouldn't be so choosy, I know.
But the other problem is, how to be interesting and appeal to people? I guess I sort of look at my life and think, "Well, guess I could call THIS video People Who Hate Laundry A Lot." Or: "Browsing Facebook for the Umpteenth Time, But My Friends Are All Sleeping At 4am."
I figure I have a few things to work with: travel, books, and being in a long distance relationship that worked. Those sound like interesting topics, right?
My resolution is this: every week day that I am not otherwise employed, I will:
a) Send off at least three job applications.
b) Write a blog post / make a video about SOMETHING. Such as:
- Book review.
- Travel (visas, travel sites, locations, restaurants, etc.)
- Pinterest experiements--offering a plethora of topics.
- Daily life post.
Hopefully by doing this I will at the very least get into the habit of taking the time to put up something. And while I doubt it will lead to riches, at least I'll be productively engaged. I was pathetic between graduation and employment. Granted, for a month of that I had a cold so horrible it made getting out of bed difficult... but even so!
I have to stick to this, friends. Maybe I'll call January JanBlogMo... that might keep me on track. ;)